Dear Natalia
It can be very sad to feel alone and uncared for. I am presuming that at least some of the people around you know how things have gone wrong for you, or at least know some of the things.
It is very difficult to understand another's pain, especially if your own life has been relatively disaster free. For example there are many people who have severe depression which no one appears to understand because they have not had that unfortunate experience. It may be others do not see your difficulties as disasters because their reactions to the same thing would be different to yours.
However this does not help you at the moment. Is your weight gain connected to your health problem? Please feel that beyondblue is a safe place to talk about your difficulties and get support from the lovely people who post here.
We do all carry our own pain as I am sure you realise. Not seeing another's pain can be because we do not recognise it, it's different tour own. That's beside the point now. We can offer you support and chat about whatever has happened if you would like to tell us. Please only disclose those things that you feel comfortable with.
Mary
