i made a bad choice
Pipsy is so right with her views and suggestions.
I'm a 60yo man that knows men very very well having worked with them all my life. It isn't your fault that you trusted him. This is very normal and common. Some men are like this and there is little we can do about it other than be wiser next time.
Not all boys are the same either. You will meet really nice guys over time.
There is a saying "life is full of regrets". But life can also be full of love when you find true love. I found true love at 54yo. It took that long!!
All the best and I'm proud of you for posting here