Dear nion. You poor thing. It sounds as though he lied to you to get you to have sex. He's treated you bad. Was it your first love, it always seems to hurt more when it's a first love. Try not to feel stupid, he told you lies to get you to have sex, then he dumped you. You've done nothing wrong, just a bit too trusting. You don't deserve the pain you're in, is there someone you can talk to. At 14, when we fall in love, it's usually pretty intense. You haven't ruined any lives, he's hurt you and made you feel worthless. You're not worthless, you are a very warm, loving person. Don't let him destroy the lovely person I feel you are. Do you have an older sister or a best friend. Next time you see him, smile. That will hurt him more. You don't have to say anything, just smile and walk away. Honestly, he's not worth losing sleep over. It doesn't matter how he feels, you concentrate on ignoring him and pretending he doesn't exist. He sounds quite a nasty person who doesn't deserve your tears.
