How do I let go of my ex husband who I still love? We've been separated for 2 years now. I honestly thought we would reconcile, I never wanted to separate. This year I was trying to rebuild our connection and it was working, talking every day on the phone, spending time as a family with the kids, going out for lunch or dinner, bike riding, etc. There was some hugging and kissing. I felt we got closer, but not really together. I was feeling unwell a couple of weeks ago, burnout from work and I was being pushy asking him out for dinner, he didnt want to come and I reacted badly. He since blocked me, it's been almost two weeks. I feel like I can't be patient anymore and having hope is making me suffer. How do I let go?
I know i need to have the conversation with him one last time before I can accept it and move on because this whole time I have had hope. But since he blocked me I have felt so hurt. I know he's trying to protect himself from stress, and I know he is battling gambling addiction and is seeking treatment at the moment so I will wait to have the conversation with him when he's finished his course early January. But In the meantime I'm feeling heartbroken again! I already went through depression in 2023. I don't want to go through it again.
