Dear Rose52~
It is hard when any child grows up and leaves home, which they tend to do, for employment, travel, to form a partnership, a host of reasons. As a single mum your daughter would have been such a large part of your life (and you hers) and now it seems over.
A loving child will try to keep in contact and try to consider the parent's feelings if they can. It does not look like it is happening here. Being brought into a cult does tend to separate the person from their previous life and that is sad, frustrating and worrying.
Unfortunately I can't see any actions you might take provided no violence or obvious coercion was involved.
One thing. You daughter knows you as her loving mother, and you have not changed. I guess if she is ever in need, or the attraction of this church wears off then she will remember.
For now I'd suggest you try to look after yourself. You mentioned depression so I'd suggest seeing your doctor and having your condition monitored.
Do you have friends or family you can be with? Not being alone does make a big difference.
Are there any ventures you had been putting off or thinking about? Around now may be the time
Croix
