(Trigger warning) PTSD after being stabbed

[Guest_08B8CB20]

I feel after i was stabbed nearly 1year ago in the chest heart arterie severed , punctured left lung ,fractured rib rushed to icu injuries were life threatening,i am struggling to deal with life i live in constant fear especially around people i public i have no family support but do have friends but i feel a burden to them all, the flashbacks are out off control especially when sleeping,i dont no what to do i dont have the desire to do much in life anymore i seam to have lost interest in working hobbies even going for a surf i have 4weeks left at were im staying now and the time has come for me to ask for help as i put on a brave face but deep down im feel broken, what do you suggest would be something that could help me with dealing with this nighmare i deal with everynight i go to sleep

[Guest_08B8CB20]

Good morning Matt and Crew

Im a little puzzled as to why my one off my posts to you did not make it on the forum but im leaving things were they are ,basically i was asking you have you died before?Because 3 times i have!

Im not going to repeat word for word what i said , maybe there is a reason it is not going on the forum ,Yes i listen to kryron, has he died 3 times ,my friend there is no dispear or fear!!no one has any idea were im at.

In actual fact im cancelling my apointment with 360 mental heath that was my dream!!!!! because i now they will not understand me, try to brainwash me, and im very comfortable were im at and do not need anyone frustrating me.

I told you my Opa is guiding me part of my dream was my Opa sitting in the passenger seat off a brand new Audi SQ7 it was all black and we drove straight passed the doors Off 360 mental heath he kept looking at me shaking his head no no no then he disappeared and so did the car i found myself walking back home i just woke up .

I have not had a dream of being stabbed for 11 nights or more

Have a good day Jason

[Guest_08B8CB20]

Good morning Matt , Kazzl,Mark, Croix and crew

Hope you all have a pieceful poductive day thankyou all and to my newest friend Matt

Piece and love always

Jason ✌💜

[Guest_08B8CB20]

Hi matt

I notice you changed you picture profile very nice

Maybe i should replace mine with a shovel or spear i think i will change mine to a rainbow check this out

Peace and love

Jason✈✈✈✈✈✈

👌✌👍💜💕

[Kazzl]

HIya Jason - I like your new picture. One day I hope you might post a picture of one of your rainbows that you make for the kids. I think they would be beautiful.

Did you get to see your doctor about your ankle? How's it feeling today? How are you healing othewise - aches and pains getting better I hope.

Don't worry about a post not getting through mate - it happens to all of us, and we've all had posts edited too. It's nothing to worry about. Just keep posting.

I hope you day has been OK. Can't say mine was very productive. Far too hot to do anything. Are you managing to keep cool over there in the west?

Cheers mate - I'll look in tomorrow.

Kaz

xx

[MarkJT]

Gday Jase, like the new pic and rainbows, what is it about rainbows that have captured your imagination?

I know you are probably not wanting to hear this but my advice would be to stick to that appointment with 360. What have you got to lose by going? It will only cost you, what maybe an hour to two of your life? Clearly it is your decision but that is what I would be doing.

As Kazzl is asking...hows the injuries going?

Cheers mate - hope the surf has been great.

Mark.

[Guest_08B8CB20]

Hello Kazzl and mark

My profile picture is of the last two i did for my best buddy's daughter the big one is the on that was put on her out door swing slide etc set, and the smaller one is the one that she can give to a friend of her choice

I cancelled with 360 mental health they are government, and i dont trust them!!! im getting counciling from a organization which is non government i also have a advocate to act on mybehalf as far as centerlink is concerned as no one is getting back to me from centerlink i told them im appealing dsp they said i cant do thst as my circumstances hsve not changed, i can just see myself getting arrested again when im well enough to walk down there as i just dont get throught after waiting for hour or so on hold im sick of the system its so not right for you he first time in one year i have a roof over my head now its like they are trying to make it impossible for me to stay here i cant survive on whats left over aftet paying my rent my car is a write of so i cant sleep on back off my ute anymore cant take anything from my ute untill i pay the towing fee $550 plus its now incurring storage fees im loosing it im so wild inside i feel im gona explode then there is every thing else your fully aware off been waiting all day for a phone call from my doctor whom i have left 3 messages to call me back in regard to my ankle no phone call My social worker at centerlink has left numerous calls for him to call her so she says she was ment to contact me every couple days to check in on me have not heard from her in over a week, this is why i cant wait for my advocate to start doing what i have authorized to do .

Its all becoming a absolute nightmare i have had enough of anything to do with government there no good

✌💜jason

[Guest_08B8CB20]

Hi everyone

Im just getting on with it fractured or not never going to a doctor again in my life couldnt care less what is wrong with me, waited all afternoon for phone call from the gp who i have seen 27 times in last 13 months over everyone

Im just about out off credit so if you dont here from me in 2 weeks dont worry soon as i get my centerlink i will top up with credit

Bye for now

Jason✌💜

[Croix]

Dear Jason~

I hope you had a good night - no bad dreams.

I'm afraid I have to disagree with you about cancelling your 360 appointment. I think it is a good thing to go and you may well benefit. I'm sure you are able to look at what is said there and decide if there is anything you disagree with - I really doubt that there will be.

As Mark says it's only a bit of your time, and could pay off well.

We don't disagree to be awkward or give you hassles, just because we care you get the best

Take care mate

Croix

[Kazzl]

Morning Jason - hope you're feeling OK today.

I have to agree with the fellas about your appointment mate - I think you should keep it. You never know what might happen - one word, one idea, one little nudge in the right direction, might just help you.

My approach with appointments like this is that you listen to everything (truly listen), ask questions, look for the intention behind what's said (is it kindly, meant to help etc), think it over with an open mind and heart, then take away whatever resonates with you and works for you. (Maybe take some notes during the session to read later.)

That way you remain in control - you take the useful bits and leave the rest without anger or hurt. Treat it as a service to you, which you control, not an imposition.

But to get what's best out of it for you, you have to really listen and think, with eyes and heart wide open. And I know you can do that because you're a thinker.

Just my thoughts mate and like Croix said, we just want the best for you.

Cheers

Kaz

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Hi Jason,

I went to a peace picture.

I think you need to start to look after yourself better.

I'm sure that your Opa would want you well.

Its great to hear you bad dreams have stopped or slowed down a bit.

I'm sure that getting your foot fixed would help with the disassociation aswell.

Real pain never helps with mental disorders. Only puts more pressure on you and your life.

Hope you get back online soon

Peace

Matt