(Trigger warning) PTSD after being stabbed

[Guest_08B8CB20]

I feel after i was stabbed nearly 1year ago in the chest heart arterie severed , punctured left lung ,fractured rib rushed to icu injuries were life threatening,i am struggling to deal with life i live in constant fear especially around people i public i have no family support but do have friends but i feel a burden to them all, the flashbacks are out off control especially when sleeping,i dont no what to do i dont have the desire to do much in life anymore i seam to have lost interest in working hobbies even going for a surf i have 4weeks left at were im staying now and the time has come for me to ask for help as i put on a brave face but deep down im feel broken, what do you suggest would be something that could help me with dealing with this nighmare i deal with everynight i go to sleep

[Kazzl]

Morning Jason - just want to wish you well for your appointment. Hope they can sort your ankle and foot out mate.

You know, it occurs to me that perhaps your Opa visits your Omi too? You can't know of course, but perhaps she already understands, but can't communicate it to you. Like Croix said, maybe she is stronger - and knows more - than you realise. A positive way to look at things mate. As they say, the truth will always out. You might feel she is being brainwashed now, but that won't be the case when she eventually joins your Opa in a better place.

Just my thoughts mate - I guess to try to ease the urgency for you. There are things in this life we just cannot control my friend. And we have to let the universe do its thing.

Take care Jason, hope your day goes well mate - here for you.

Kaz

[Guest_08B8CB20]

Hi 1113 ,Matt and crew

Matt you used the word piece in only the people who try to rule us knew the meaning off thet one 5 letter word, what a difference that would make to our world, the change is is speeding up now the wheel is finally heading down the path towards piece and harmony i seen it when i died three times things are all coming together emagine all they people in power that have been killing inocent people will be in jail within ten years including 95% off the royal family gona have to start building alot more jails or is there plenty of space in the existing ones once we remove all the inocent people that are in there because they did not pay there fines???? Im more inclined to think towards the latter it is a vision i saw.

Im determined to be partly responsible to share my insite even if the evil want to have another crack at silencing me , Good luck when i know my Opa has my back!!!!!!!!

Kazzl i already think what you have told me i just got to keep on plucking the weeds (negative thoughts) from my garden cause my garden is starting to look a whole lot healthier when i do but as we all no weeds love fertile ground and will alway try to take over , hope you understand my analogy hope i spelt that word right

Have a nice pieceful day everyone

Love is the word

Love what you do and everything about you all

Jason

[1113]

Hi Jason,

Thanks for the reply buddy. I have those negative thoughts too. Constantly weeding mine. I've got your back too.

True about the world too. I'm positive your Opa has your back too.

Love is the word. Perfect word too.

Matt

[Guest_08B8CB20]

Hi Matt

I like it very much your understanding ☺😊😅😆

If we all got one anothers back we should start up a forum called (we have your back now lets get humanity back) im on a mission to make a change and its gona upset some so called people in power they are evil and im ready to take them on there is nothing they can do to me that i can not overcome. kiddy fiddlers want to start preparing, for there about to face there karma, thats just one area off change that collectively i no we are responsible to change we the good people ate there karma Opa tells me thats how it works they above manipulate us to make the change, but most are to affraid, (to much to lose) we one day will die so materialisticly we lose everything anyway💰💰💸 other than the differences we make everyone should no what i no its a secret government no but they got it all wrong they have abused it and then there is greed😈 , i want to take with me when i die at least i tried to make a possitive change 🎶piece and love

Have a fantastic day all

✌💜

[Guest_08B8CB20]

Hi Matt

1113 your one number of my number

I should be 1013

Look at the nose off my surfboard profile thats my design lucky13 for some.

Actually it was friday the 13th i died 3 times you no what kept me alive , it was my enemy i never closed my eyes again for 20 mins i dont think i blinked was beautiful violet light piecefull calming euphoric, so i needed to dig deep if i wanted to survive this injury i chanelledin on revenge and some othet thoughts like i cant die like this were are my friends so the revenge was so profound and real inside off me i used to breath and slow down my heart beat plus my Opa but the thing is that revenge will make you ill if i carry on with so now i forgive sincerely to yourself and i now thankfull because i used him as a thought to save my life so i forgive and im greatful

How many enemies do you think i have?

I got your back to and others on this forum and all other good people in this world ✌

Jason

[1113]

Hi Jason,

The surf board is so cool.

I'm pretty tired now had big day today. I will check in on you tomz. Stay well.

✌👌👍

Matt.

[1113]

Hi Jason,

Can you youtube this for me.

Kryon 2016 december - soul recovery.

Meditation: put in your earphones and relax as best as you can. Believe in it. Lay down. Believe in it.

I believe part of your soul is stuck in another reality. This is shamic mindless. It's very common for people who have had your issues. Disassociation from your soul can happen from pain nde or being revived.

I usually can read emotions in words but some of your words are missing. So you need to fo this shamic mindfulness to get it back. That will slow your thoughts down for me to be able to read them.

If while you are doing this you have a dream....go with it. Try to rember what it was. Then tomorrow we can chat better.

You may need to do this every night. It only brings little bits of your soul back at a time.

I'm starting to listen to it now and see if i dream.

Did you write today?

Goodnight bro

Matt.

[Guest_08B8CB20]

Hi Matt

Thats correct some off the words are missing things happen for all different reasons one could be the phone im using

But after dieing 3 times it would be total ignorance for me to think you can understand my point off view and i think in all due respect its time for me to become my respectful to my findings and truely honor my Opa who i now 100% has my back

Peace and love

Jason

[Guest_08B8CB20]

Hello Kazzl and crew

Kazzl first of all i would like to thank you for your post and you make sense and i hear you, and hope one day i get to meet you and all the other wonderful people i have communicated with on this forum , nice work beautiful!!!☺

Good night everyone

Peace and love✌💜

Jason

[1113]

Hi Jason,

I hoped you slept well.

I am going to check in on you later to see how your dream went.

Peace and equality

Matt.