i need help please

[Jackson1994]

is there anybody there

i need some help i cant cope with this anymore please help

- jackson

[Jackson1994]

Yes, very much loved by everyone and changing every single day

[CMF]

Hi J,

Good to hear all is going well. Enjoy every minute as yes, it goes by quickly. Do you have time off work?

[Jackson1994]

Yeah, time off work, have to go back soon though, which I can’t say i’m overly excited about but we have plenty of family around at the moment and after that has kind of quietened down a bit i’ll start to take some scattered days off here and there. I get an RDO once a month so that’s not a bad deal. It sucks, because I just want to be home with the both of them but I’ve got to work, to earn money, to live, but it will be good to see a few work friends I haven’t seen in a few weeks and things like that.

[Jackson1994]

Apparently it snowed just near where we live at about 1 this morning, it could definitely be snowing right now it feels like, anyone else feeling the cold?

🥶

[CMF]

Yep, i am definitely feeling it. I think it snowed at Kinglake today too.

[Jackson1994]

I don’t mind snow if I get to have fun in it

[Jackson1994]

Hope everyone is well, I returned to work today which was nice, but slightly overwhelming, I’m a quiet person, so all eyes on me at 8:30 made me a little uncomfortable....

But it was nice of someone I work with to buy a coles chocolate mud cake, I didn’t really think the occasion was cake worthy but I appreciated it, and took a slice home for H.

That actually took a lot of out of me because even though i’ve been home with a baby 24/7 I haven’t had to use a lot of brain power

[Jackson1994]

Finished organising something I am extremely proud of today with work and got last tick of approval I needed to go ahead and deliver it in the community, been a long term project but I can wait to see it take shape. I’ve put a lot of effort into it, consultations, collecting data, meeting new people, getting permissions and bookings, it’s all going to kick off pretty soon and I’m stoked.

I’ve had a rough few days anxiety wise, maybe related to returning to work?? But apart from that I’m pretty happy about this.

[CMF]

Hi J,

that's great, well done. I understand the anxiety with going back to work. I'm the same. I wonder what I've missed , if anything's changed etc but it's also a change of routine again. How are H and William?

[Jackson1994]

Yeah, it must be work, been pretty good for a couple of months now and this week it has started to come back a little. Day off today which is nice, the sun is shining too.

H and Will are doing very well W reached his due date this week all good and healthy, feeding and growing like a champ and so alert. H is a bit under the weather today so might be a boys day.

3 weeks in and I’m still getting used to the fact that they don’t help you, H laughs every time I dress him and say “pop your arms in” or “bend your arms” haha