DEVASTATED

[Falling_Angel]

Hi i havent been on for a while but im at the end of my tether

im sick of ppl assuming things about my life and then actually making me believe they are honest and true& yet they lie straight to my face especially since i put all my trust in them and thats really hard for me and also,especially since its a obvious misunderstanding on the other persons behalf ????????????????

Im confused,angry ,upset and basically plain devaststed. Why why why ??I try soo hard to please those i care about just to have it slapped in my face... I honestly give up ....!!!!!!!!!!! i really dont think im getting the proper support i need atm and then to have someone close to me run me down and not remember anything ive done for them .. thinkng im just a taker (wow) anyway this person means the world to me and i dont know how to go about working out the problem especially if i feel the replies arent honest omg how did i allow myself to get shattered like this or let myself ....!!and all because of a miscontrude overheard conversation that had nothing to do with this person and also was taken the wrong way,without discussing it with me which would have made it all different omg

anyway guess im asking how do i stop the suicidal thoughts thats are currently and have been for a few days consuming my mind ? i now feel like a noone like ive been put in the same catergory this person sees nearly everyone ? it hurts and im just gob smacked

any suggestions if anyone reads this please?? HELP

[Rosi_Z_]

Hello. Trust between friends is essential and sometimes people do get their wires crossed.

Would a structured support group help? One with a skilled leader and people who are committed to confidentiality and respect?

Take care and look after yourself.

[startingnew]

hi falling angel

i also struggle alot with suicidal thoughts and know how it feels to be in that place

ive recently created a coping strategies thread that may be of use to you, theres heaps of different things you could try to help yourself 🙂

[Falling_Angel]

thanks .ive obviously stuffed up and my intentioms have been misread regardless of this i cant stop ,my way of thinking, im going to get drunk i know its a depressant but takes me out of the reality im dealing with,

i just cant understand why ive become a user/abuser and not genuine as i am and definately thought we had a understanding oh well life goes on ill just go about my buisness and try not to intrude on this person anymore i think its best for us both as i cant take another broken heart ..................but its too late

never mind at least i found out instead of making a complete idiot of myself thinking we had something special

ill be more careful actually im finished thats it for me over it all .thanks for replyong

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[Falling_Angel]

Rosi i think its too late for that but thanks for your support 😞

[Falling_Angel]

Hey starting new how do i get to this thread you have created please

any help appreciated 😞

[startingnew]

as it only a new thread it should come up under the new posts title- its just called coping strategies

if not its under the new posts its under staying well and its called COPING STRATEGIES

[Falling_Angel]

THANKYOU 🙂

[startingnew]

not a problems hopefully something on there will help 🙂

[Falling_Angel]

hi starting new yes ive looked at your thread it might be very hepful for me

update on situation the friend no longer wants anything to do with me and thats fine she found out i knew she had been talking about me anyway oh well i tried too bad she couldnt get over her ego admit she was wrong or made a mistake and talk about it but guess she wanted to sabotage the relationship anyway , im unsure if ppl can have relationships when both are dealing with ptsd and other mental issues so im respecting her descion and moving on.. thankuu all for taking the time to chat with me ill be back later take care FA XX