checking in for the day

[awrinkle_in_time]

where d i now right im so confused i have hit real low and not sure about anything i cant ring the people i normal call out to i dont trust anyone i just want to hide away i have express ed in the wrong way and have been looked out ...im hate everyone every one hurts me im pussed away by every person i know im going to try to sleep can someone just say some nice words to me

[awrinkle_in_time]

I just recon your a lovely person and im so grateful to be able to chat with you , you have qualities that are priceless ...a beautiful heart .... all those things that have happened to us have made us who we are ..no regrets ...

i think we can all look at others and compare ....there is always someone with more .... but the question is more of what ....

I think your rich in qualities that far out weight material things ...you won the lotto years ago monkey ...

all my love xx staring into space is the best 🙂

[monkey_magic]

Thank you so much for saying all that, there's a lot of value in your words, and it makes me want to say love you.

Through all the ups and downs and being all over the place and throughout all that you've experienced in your whole life you are still kicking on and doing well by consistently working and getting things done, I'm proud of that in you 🙂 🙂 🙂

[awrinkle_in_time]

Hi Ya

Hope your weekend is going okay ..

12 months ago i started writing about a breakup in a relationship... the crazy thoughts have passed.. i still miss her and still feel her presence when i do certain things ...a love i will never forget ..it has rocked my confidence and hung on like nothing in my life has hung on ....i wonder why ....i still wonder why it has had such an effect on my thoughts ...maybe there is no answer to that ...a love i miss maybe ...i am in control being on my own at the moment and i feel no pressure which is good for me ....i can see more clearly my ups and downs and try to understand them ...you spoke of ptsd ....i recon i remember on a sub conscious level certain things that have happened in my marriage and i behave in a certain way and dont understand why ....i need to go slow so i dont miss out on seeing the truth in those moments ....i have always liked that saying The Truth Sets You Free ...

im raving on again ... glad your my friend and you dont mind 🙂 ...

am watching a movie tonight ...had some soup for tea ...still a little cool in qld and a little stormy ...

how are the wigs ... i still dont believe its real human hair 🙂 ...

[awrinkle_in_time]

Hi Ya , Just checkin in with you ...

Just saying Hi , hope you had a nice day ...

xxx

[awrinkle_in_time]

Hi , hows the adventure ? did you make it over the border into qld ....

we have such a beautiful country hey .. so much to see .... i would love to take a look around the NT one day ...

Just saying Hi

xxx

[monkey_magic]

Hi hi....

Was going to go to cairns but it all changed when smoke started coming out of my car...it seems OK now- hasn't started anymore fires lol...

Im currently laying in my hotel bed...

Grandy- I want to give u the biggest respect and admiration. I rem u saying that you lived in your car....it is the scariest thing ever when it's pitch black and you hear noises- u r a massive champ for getting through that.

[monkey_magic]

A wrinkle,

The NT is great!!! I've been there. Worth taking a look...

Just saw dolphins at Port Newcastle..

[awrinkle_in_time]

Hello Lovely ,

Dolphins are great to watch ...

I worked in Newcastle once ...they had big storms make a mess of things ... i was down there for a few weeks ...

I was thinking of a trip one day out to Alice Springs and then have a look around that big rock thats just sitting there ....The top end would be nice ...maybe do a couple of short trips ... like 10 day trips ...

Just thinking about it ....

its good getting away ....helps clear the mind ...

I worked in Bris today ... lots of traffic on the road ....was okay ...

Hope your well and your seeing some good stuff ... Be safe ...

Im getting on the couch and putting on Netflix ... having some pasta for tea .....early tea ...for me ....

went on a huge walk last night .... i walked for hours ....i needed to clear the day away... it was nice ....still didnt sleep 100% ....i wake up all the time ....its like im afraid ....i must be dreaming ...need to try and see what it is when it happens ....clear the fog and see ....its not always easy hey ....ill keep you posted ...:-) ...

Have a nice night my friend

xxx

[Ggrand]

Thank you very much Magic, I got through it but the memories and the fear of having to do that for so many months seems it will stay with me for a long time, certain noises or situations in the car triggers the memories...

Please Magic, please be very careful...if your frightened even a little and can afford go a motel or at least a spot in a patrolled caravan park.

Grandy...

[awrinkle_in_time]

Hello traveler ...

Beautiful weather hear in QLD ... Finished work early and am going for a big walk ...

Just saying Hi

xxx