Alone..Depressed..Sad..

[Ggrand]

Hi..I'm new here..just need to put my feeling down..no one to talk to makes depression and anxiety so hard...the last 4 days I have either been in bed crying or on the lounge crying..I can't seem to get out of this...I am becoming a prisioner in my own home as its getting progressively difficult to go out.. I have to go out Tuesdays so I do everthing on that day but it's like I'm holding my breathe all day until I get back to the safety of my home then I can let go and that starts the cycle again of spending the next 6 days at home either in bed or on the lounge sad and depressed...I really feel like just giving up.. My husband passed away 4 years on This coming Thursday. My children live 6 hours drive away and have small children so I don't see them that much.Bad mum and grandmum I am on there last visit i was pleased to see them but I just wanted them to go home. I feel so aweful and numb atm..

[demonblaster]

Hey there Grandy 👩‍❤️‍👩 and other lovely friends too. Good seeing youse 😊

Grandy darlin what you’ve been and are going through sounds awful 🤗💜

I really hope the new inhaler gives you relief which might be starting to help in that you’re starting to feel a bit better thank goods although the side affect of coughing in itself let alone difficulty breathing is extremely warming and big time hard work as you well know.

Hopefully in time the body might adjust to it even if a little would be a plus.
Croixy (Hiya😊) mentioning about the distilled water nebulizer would be worth a mention. Not a good side affect aye. My heart’s 💜💚with you darlin. Uh oh looks like I have two hearts 🤫

Onya White Knight re Reo 

Just wanted to say again that I’ve always been impressed about many things about you including how well you write and express yourself 🦋

[demonblaster]

Oops was trying to get the auto save notes to my reply and tapped reply but it posted.

That singing bowl sounds fantastic I’ll have a google sometime and check them out.

Hiya Pawsy 😊 sounds like you’re having a time of it with the cooler weather and mud ick too.

Grandy I wonder too if the cows feel the weather. Thought either or they’ve adapted and the leather skin might help with insulation. So pleased to hear they’re still around. Such a peaceful seeming creature. Maybe the odd scuffle but they just do their thing.

Ok darlin must choof. Sending deep love dear friend 🤝🍓🌈 thoughts comfort and peace 🪽