Alone..Depressed..Sad..

[Ggrand]

Hi..I'm new here..just need to put my feeling down..no one to talk to makes depression and anxiety so hard...the last 4 days I have either been in bed crying or on the lounge crying..I can't seem to get out of this...I am becoming a prisioner in my own home as its getting progressively difficult to go out.. I have to go out Tuesdays so I do everthing on that day but it's like I'm holding my breathe all day until I get back to the safety of my home then I can let go and that starts the cycle again of spending the next 6 days at home either in bed or on the lounge sad and depressed...I really feel like just giving up.. My husband passed away 4 years on This coming Thursday. My children live 6 hours drive away and have small children so I don't see them that much.Bad mum and grandmum I am on there last visit i was pleased to see them but I just wanted them to go home. I feel so aweful and numb atm..

[PamelaR]

Hi dear Grandy

There are so many wonderful supportive people in here for you. It's great to see. While I've been following your thread, I tend to post more on the newbies threads to help them get involved in our community.

I hope your stay in hospital helps and that the nurses are helping you. Look forward to see things improve for you when you leave hospital.

Thinking of you Grandy. You give so much of yourself to the newbies too. It is wonderful to see.

Kind regards

PamelaR

[Ggrand]

Hello Everyone,

I had another psychiatrist appointment today..he told me these units closes down on Monday for 3 days..because he still sees me as not safe on my own I’m being transferred upstairs, to the acute ward All the others have family or friends to go to for a few day. I have no one to stay with me Then they start coming back on Thursday..So overwhelmed so not fair

Grandy

[Lee lee 73]

Hello dear Grandy,

Far out, it's so wrong the unit you're in closes - that makes me so mad...sorry..but it does. It's a well known fact festive seasons are tough for those of us with mh illnesses - yet this is the time accessing mental health services are at their worst. I understand people need time off but aged care facilities don't close, hospitals don't close.....and they wonder why there is a stigma...because mental health services themselves discriminate. ...😠. I'll come get you Grandy. ....if only....

Grandy lovely, given you have been low and also physically unwell, do you think they have good reason to not let you go home for 3 days? Maybe they think you wont go back?? Sorry if I'm saying the wrong thing.

Sending you loads of love and care gorgeous ❤❤😍😍🤗🤗

Lee

[demonblaster]

Im sorry you feel overwhelmed beautiful but I do like they're caring and looking after you 🤗

Love you very much 💑🌹✨💜

Hi beautiful people 🌹

[Tess2]

Oh no,

that does suck Grandy. But you will be looked after, I bet they try to make it special for those who are left in hospital. I know that it is awful for you and how much you want to go home. Have you heard how your puppies are doing? You must be missing them a lot. I will check in on you over Christmas so that you have another visitor.

Take care. Tess x

[quirkywords]

Grandy

I am sorry you are feeling so overwhelmed and just unlucky you are I hospital at this time of year when there are public holidays.

Did anyone mention this to you before you came into hospital.

You have many people here who will check on you.

i assume you can still access your computer.

You are so brave and strong.

Quirky

[Lee lee 73]

Hello beautiful Grandy,

How are you feeling lovely lady? Hope you are doing better than ok.

Thinking of you dear friend 🤗🤗 ❤❤

Lee ❤

[smallwolf]

Grandy,

I don't get to see you every day but you are constantly in my thoughts. Hope you are staying safe, and find some peace and able to relax a little.

Merry Christmas,

Tim

[demonblaster]

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[Ggrand]

Hello Deebi,👩‍❤️‍💋‍👩.... Lee, Tess, Quirky, Tim..

Thank you all for your kindness to me...but I’m lost for words....

Its just not fair.....😢😢😢....hurting so much..Please no need to reply I’ll be fine....just so upset atm....

👩‍❤️‍💋‍👩Grandy...🦄💜👼...