Hello Amanda, Quirky, Pepper and all,
Amanda..The dissapointment did feel like abandonment, but you and others here have made me to understand that it isn’t her choice where she is told to work, and that she might not be allowed to contact me, now she’s not my mhn..Thank you for always being here for me, especially since you’re having so very much to deal with...I appreciate you so much and I’m pleased we have met and became friends....You are important in my life Amanda....
Quirky, It’s always a really good pleasure to see you here you helped me so much when I first started on here, on my other thread, I will always be so very grateful for your beautiful care, help and support, thank you so very much...
Tomorrow is coming too quickly for me, I can only try to talk as much as I can, with new people I clam up, and my words just seem to not make much sense at all..I can’t concerntrate on what they say and seem to forget things very easily and I’m just so much on edge..I have a job provider long appointment before work, then I’m supposed to be in the shop, then a new mhn, I hope it’s not as stressful as it sounds....
Peppy...It’s just to hard to drive down and wish hubby some birthday wishes, then my elders son the day after, even if I did go down, my son is still not talking to me, I couldn’t go and see him, It would break me totally if I saw him and had to keep my distance...so it’s best I stay here, and phone or message my son my birthday wishes and I think I will send him a card, thank you for that suggestion...
It has been very hard to know what to do, but I’m getting their now, I still find it hard to do things I have been forbidden to do all my life..Just simple everyday things I had to do a certain way or I was in trouble, trying to change and do things the way I want, sounds easy but can at times put fear into me...Sound so silly but it’s just so hard to do....
Hello Deebi and Lee, Thank you both for your posts...I will bbl...
Love and hugs to all...💜🤗.
Grandy....
