Alone..Depressed..Sad..

[Ggrand]

Hi..I'm new here..just need to put my feeling down..no one to talk to makes depression and anxiety so hard...the last 4 days I have either been in bed crying or on the lounge crying..I can't seem to get out of this...I am becoming a prisioner in my own home as its getting progressively difficult to go out.. I have to go out Tuesdays so I do everthing on that day but it's like I'm holding my breathe all day until I get back to the safety of my home then I can let go and that starts the cycle again of spending the next 6 days at home either in bed or on the lounge sad and depressed...I really feel like just giving up.. My husband passed away 4 years on This coming Thursday. My children live 6 hours drive away and have small children so I don't see them that much.Bad mum and grandmum I am on there last visit i was pleased to see them but I just wanted them to go home. I feel so aweful and numb atm..

[Lee lee 73]

Grandyyyyyyyyyyyyy,

Beautiful lady - oh my goodness - please please please just hang in there my dear friend - our dear friend. Don't give in to the black dog . Know that I'm sitting with you in spirit. ❤❤❤🌹🌹.

Lee

[demonblaster]

Ok darlin 🤗 thanks for letting us know

So sorry you're so down

I'll be checking in case you can't sleep or want to talk later

Remember darling 🦄👼we're in this together 🤝 always.

You're not your depression. You tell me that and you're right.

Love you 💜💑 Sleep now darlin 😚

[Lee lee 73]

Our dear Grandy,

I literally just read this now on my facebook feed and so just wanted to share with you.....

"If you're struggling, you deserve to make self care a priority. Whether that means lying in bed, crying, sleeping, eating comfort food - give yourself permission to put your feelings first......feel your feelings, breathe and be gentle with yourself. Acknowledge that you're doing the best you can to cope and survive. And trust that during this time of struggle, it's enough."

Lee xxxxxxxx big warm hugs

[Guest8901]

Thats okay Grandy. Please ... no pressure to respond. Just know we are all here for you, and waiting until you are feeling ready to talk.

Meanwhile you have quite the cavalry here to support you. Hi Birdy and Deebi. Lee Lee - how appropriate is that facebook feed? Thanks for sharing.

Rest up Grandy and regather your energy and desire. Its terribly important you take good care of yourself. And if the opportunity is there in your real life to accept some help ... please accept it. There are times we simply cannot do all this entirely on our own, and must learn to receive, rather than to constantly give as you do.

Much love and warm comforting hugs to you Grandy. 🤗🤗 I hope you manage to get some decent rest and that it results in things looking much more rosey tomorrow. 🌹🌹

Amanda 💜

[demonblaster]

Hey beautiful friend to so many 🤗

Just checking in 🌹

You're cared about by so many, you touch hearts constantly and very loved.

That's right please look after yourself.

🤗& 🤝 never letting go Grandy. We're right here with you.

Don't know but hope it's not what I think that's caused your pain 💜👀👂🏻💑 love you, don't like seeing you hurting 😔

I'll check in again before bed then first thing on waking.

Hi sweety Mandy and from the other place you said hi ☺ back at ya lovey. Lovely seeing you 🤗

Lee hi darl that's really nice what you saw and put up ☺👍

Bbs honey. 💑👼🦄 always 💜💗

[HeyJude]

So sorry to read you are feeling so down Grandy. I am not in a good place either but just wanted you to know that I care and hope with everything I have that you feel better soon. Sitting with you in care and understanding 🌹

Also sending a warm hello to everyone on here - thinking of you all.

[startingnew]

Grandy 💗💚💜💙❤💛

[demonblaster]

Hey sweety ☺ hope you're finding a way to release your pain even if it's crying which is exhausting it's still getting it out our sweet Grandy. I'll return your love and gentle care with moist cool cotton and softly wipe your eyes to freshen them. Rest now darling

Grandy we'll look after you rest assured honey. Worried about you. That's not for you to feel bad it's because we care SO much about you.

When you're ready to talk we're here and are anyway even in silence you're NEVER alone.

Really do love you sweety 🤗

Always in my 💗 and thoughts. There you go nice and warm, tucking you in with Ebony and kya cuddled up with pure love and affection.

Love you very much 💜🤝💑 Hope you manage some quality sleep tonight 🤗😚

[Lee lee 73]

Dear Grandy,

We're all with you - sitting with you. As demonblaster said, you're NOT alone hon . We're here, with all the love and support you soooo deserve. ...❤🤗🤗🤗❤😘.

Lee xx

[Peppermintbach]

Hi gorgeous Grandy,

Like all your other caring friends, I’m here in spirit too. Gently helping to hold you up a little...

I know you’re tired and hurting so why don’t you lean on us for a little while? No words needed, no explanation needed...only check in again only when you’re truly ready.

Love and care,

Peppy xoxox