Hi all,
so lately my emotions are out of control
not only do I feel like everyone is on a different page then me I know they are
never in my life would I put someone down to feel good about my self, I’ve resentently decovered that no one else seems to think the same way .
I started a new job and found that working with people is way harder then I remember, I am finding it hard and at the moment I’m just not able to cope with the smallest this without bursting into tears 😭
ive always been such a strong person and I don’t understand why this is happening
the last few years has been mentally and physically straining, I’ve been really sick and I don’t mean cancer, but it was bigger then the flu, I went from being able to run to not even being able to stand with out being in constant pain. I’m now at the point I can stand for 15 mins before pain sets in still really can’t walk for to long I get around 20mins before needing a rest but I still can’t shift the weight that was stacked on with all the hormones that were unbalanced .
at that point I was feeling low and angry so I went to see my doc and got some meds they seamed to have worked and I was not as angry or upset all the time, deciding I wanted to make the choice to go of them
I was so wrong I’ve started a new job and the bull that comes with that has sent me on a mental downwards spiral , I spent all last night crying my eyes are so sore today I can barely see what I am typing, i had a script of a mild does of my meds so last night I started on them again 😔 and I’m booked into see a doc on Friday.
im just wanting to talk to someone I just can’t control anything now and I thought if I can have a chat it may help
any one up for a chat ?
