Yeah just an absolute mess of a situation. Gone and thrown about like as many kitchen sinks, can use whatever analogy there. But yeah just thrown everything at getting better. And it does feel like life is getting away from me- if have tried to go with, if have I feel like just gone with. Cos other people "wish to see it" unfortunately- shown in every single, like every single area of my life. That I don't need them involved, don't want them involved. Be it certain professionals, be it just baseless and pointless people trying to and failing at "sorting out my life".
Will just be something always have done myself- with limited help, cos the help does nothing. In my own unit, living here- out and about actually fairly regularly. When energy is there- so with that said, and having gone on a chat here. And started to think against it- to come to the forum, and having more and more people "shut me down". One of them crossing the mind as make this post- something had to give
