Hi
1st post. Just found this while googling for answers.
Im in my early 30's and diagnosed with serve anxeity and depression. Im married, with kids and quite successful.
i currently get professional help from my gp and psychologist.
lately i just feel empty and withdrawn. I feel so alone and feel like im going crazy. I dont feel i can talk to my family...when i say talk i mean the heavy stuff that is really on my mind.
i wouldnt say im suicidal but some days i dont want to be here. Its quite hard to explain. I want to be here and wouldnt hurt myself, i just dont want to feel empty anymore. I guess if i could run away i probably would. I find it quite difficult to talk to people about how i really feel and what i am really going through.
i guess i figured maybe i would find people who possibly feel the same so i dont quite feel alone anymore.
im starting to struggle and with being a mum wife and working full time the pressure is on not to breakdown or fall apart. Its hard really hard.
I have been trying to work on myself for years now and i guess right now i feel like i have fallen right back to rock bottom with no way up. I am trying to recover the best i can but its hard when you feel alone.
i can see the toll it takes on my family and that breaks my heart.
i am looking forward to being apart of the online forum. I may not post alot but i feel maybe just reaching out and hearing other peoples posts i might not feel so alone in my battle.
Thank you
Jacko
