In the last few days I've been having negative thoughts about wanting to end my life but I tell those thoughts to go away and I try to think positive thoughts. My depression has been full on and it has got to the point that I have been starting to have those negative thoughts and I don't like it but I will not act on those negative thoughts I'm just sick of feeling low and depressed. Yes I know I need to start thinking positive which I'm trying very hard to do I know I need to start going positive things I know I need to do positive activities but when you have a bad back and bad hip makes a little bit harder. So that's why I'm on here to express how I'm feeling 😔
