needing someone to talk to

[diadine]

sometimes i think im fine for a while but then quite suddenly i feel as if everything has come crashing down on top of me and i have these huge depressive episodes where i just bawl my eyes out and re-live every bad thing that has happened to me. 

i try and try to calm down and be positive but this is one of the times where i cant stop feeling like im breaking apart. i desperately need someone to talk to me 

[Chris_B]

Hi diadine,

Thanks for joining the forums.  I'm really sorry to hear you're feeling like this.  This forum is a great place for support and discussion, but sometimes with people checking in at different times you may not get a response straightaway.  Please always feel free to call our support line on 1300 22 4636 which is 24 hours, or use our web chat (accessible from the top right of the screen) between 4-10pm if you're needing to talk to someone straight away.

Now that you're here, I hope you'll talk to us some more so we can provide some support in the community.  Are you seeing a doctor or counsellor about these feelings you've been having?  How about friends, family?  Do they know?  

Hope to hear back from you soon.

best
CB

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[Stephen123]

Hi Diadine, welcome to the forum, my name is Stephen. I have a 18 year history battling majo depression with psychosis, I,ve been hospitalised 4 times and i have a had a lot of therapy. There are quite a few people on the forum that might respond to try and help and support you in some way. May I just say that you have made an amazing first step. Can you maybe make a list of the bad things that have happened to you and maybe show someone you trust or maybe make a phone call to beyond blue. Anything you are able to do please just reach out and speak up, I,m sorry but it,s the only way.