Hi GA
I write these things because I believe in what I write. I believe in the people who I’m writing to. You know what, even though we live with this horrendous debilitating illness, I truly believe that if there were more people like us, the world would be a much better place. For it is people who suffer this illness who have golden hearts and compassion through every pore of their soul.
GA, you can go off topic anytime you like … kind of like my ‘whoops, another digression’!
It’s amazing that when you mention the word ‘butterflies’, I immediately think of the Beyond Blue website logo … and the red and orange coloured butterfly that sits there. I can hear you now saying, “Oh my god, I’m glad you’ve woken up and joined the club Neil … that’s exactly WHY I refer to butterflies”. People might say I’m slow on the uptake and not as brain charged as most folk and they’re probably right … I just battle along in my own little world - on the conveyor belt of life.
Do you have another appointment booked soon GA with either your GP or the clinical psyche?
You say you don’t know how to feel about the situation … well hey, that’s ok … nothing wrong with that at all. Sometimes things are just too difficult to understand or even not meant to be understood. We can live with that, that’s ok.
The monsters in your head are evil and you know all about that … we’ve got to try to find ways of taking to them with pitchforks and spears … and to firstly lessen their numbers or to whitewash them altogether. That’s the part that I hope we can somehow work with you to achieve.
Just before I sign off on this one, I want to acknowledge your comment about there being more than two people in your head … that’s highly likely to be true. I’m pretty sure I’ve got two or more in mine … and only one of them is a good one.
Cheers
Neil
