Ive recently achieved most of the goals i set for myself.
I got the job i wanted, even though its casual i have secured a full time position with them already to start in january.
I got the car i wanted.
And ive finally moved out of my mums place, my son and i couldnt be happier.
But now the only things left on that list of goals is to get married, have more kids and go on a cruise.
Since making my goals come true ive never been happier, and knowing ill have that fulltime work after the 3 month probationary period is a huge delight, i dont need to worry about that anymore.
But i cant help but feeling incredibly lonley, realising how lonley i am now actually bought me to tears earlier. Being in my own place, it feels so empty with just me amd my son. I think constantly how amazingit woukd be to come home to my partner, or have that someone to talk to after work. I often feel terrible because my son will never have any close siblings.
Its a nice feeling ticking off those goals but i kinda wish i hadnt just so my mind would be on somethi g other than having someone special. Its just becoming so hard to make some new goals because settling down and going on a cruise are the inly things i have left to want.
How do you deal with lonliness? And setting goals.
