Please leave me alone to suffer in my own world. There is nothing anyone can do or say anymore. Please do not respond to this thread as i feel very disappointed, angry and annoyed with myself for not replying to each individuals threads and posts. It is not fair on you all, that you post all of your kind words and suggestions and i can't do it for you. SORRY I just don't have the energy, everything is an effort even typing this thread out is sapping energy from me. I feel extremely flat and going down hill. Sorry to you all if some of you were counting on me to inspire you out of your own personal battles. I need, i don't know what i need. I need picking up i guess.
I wish there was something I could say to make you feel better. I feel your pain, you having no friends, but YOU HAVE FRIENDS HERE. We are all your friend.
Stay positive, strong. I believe in you, you are an amazing guy
I know this is not the same as talking to someone, but you know you can come on here and let loose with whatever you want to say, and we will listen (and read).
We are friends that will support you no matter what.
