I'm a terrible person

[hannahj]

I am a really terrible person

I've been hiding it because otherwise if I don't no one would like me and I would feel lonely

I was pretending that I love everyone and I understand everything

But I am a very pessimistic person who would never agree with anyone

I don't like myself being this way but I'm just too tired to change it

I don't know why the chat is unavailable when it's 11pm maybe they blocked me

[hannahj]

i dont have any bad thing happening around me but im feeling this way

i dont think i have rights to feel this way but i cant help it

people's kind words and understanding - doesn't work for more than one minute

compliments - never help

advice - tried pretty much all of them

i'm a drama queen and an attention seeker

and i can't fix it

[geoff]

Hello Hannahj, thanks for posting your thread.

With MI nothing bad needs to be happening around us, and no, no one deserves to suffer from it, but there are times when it's beyond our control.

We approach each thread as it stands, some need comfort, while others require advice or suggestions from our own experience, so each time a thread is posted we take it at face value.

If you want to get back to us then please do.

Best wishes.

Geoff.