Hi k & all
You're having a rough trot aye
Pretty much human nature talking about eachother & seems you letting your hair down was the topic but thats only until they've got something or someone else to talk about.
When you feel like you don't fit in is it cause you're shy or are they nasty, don't talk etc.
Are you new at this job?
Uly made some good points, like maybe try with other groups, there's usually nice people amongst groups & often can be the case others feel as you do.
Maybe talk to some individually get to know them as opposed in a group
Do you think seeing a counsellor or psychologist could help (you've always got here too ☺) they help find reasons & strategies for coping as well as listening. Can start off with GP if you wanted to do that
How's meditation going good that was helping
It can take time but it helps if we're able to work out where problems stem from then easier to work through otherwise depression can deepen. May not be depression with you a professional can help if there's a diagnosis needed.
Your friend, hard when you don't know whats up isnt it. Something's bothering her by the sounds, did read posts sorry if you said, have you spoken to her to see if she's upset with you though you said you haven't done anything so she may have something on that the only way she can deal with is closing up.
You sound like a good friend, I imagine she does appreciate that. Maybe tell her exactly what you said here that u really like her dont wanna lose her you by the sounds want to be there for her
Hope you're better today
Cya later ☺
