I dont want to be crazy anymore

[The_lost_one]

Does anyone else cry themselves to sleep at night? Ive been doing it for the past 2 years I contantly have panic attacks and currently this will be my 3rd day without any sleep. Sorry for all the grammer and spelling mistakes in advance.

Im so sick of feeling down all the time like a walking zombie I have days were im so happy I look crazy then other days were I stay naked in bed for days crying not wanting to talk to anyone. I just want help I dont want to have to keep making excuses for going to seek help. I dont want to give up on myself but everyone else has given up on me so maybe its time to just end it. Ive thought of suicide so many time all different ways of how I would die, am I crazy? What do I do im a complete mess I just need someone to talk to

[Quiettall]

Hi there

Thank you for posting. It is a great first step. Feel free to keep posting and tell me more of what is getting you like this. What situations are you in, how do they make you feel, and have you seen a GP or counsellor yet? By answering these questions, it gives you time to journal how and why you feel what you do, and explains to those of us on the site that can offer you more support that is targeted and useful for you.

There are lots of supports out there for you. Try checking out the information and resources at the bottom of this page. You can also call our 24/7 line, as well as posting here.

[monkey_magic]

Hi the lost one I don't think you're crazy at all & am so glad u posted. I'm in my bed crying as we speak.

I think u have a good heart & am feeling low but you can & will feel happy again I just know it.

Maybe you need to clear what's inside of u. R u good at writing down wats going on 4 u.

Its all going to b OK one day trust me. I also go through wat u do & we just want to break free.

Lifes full of ups & downs highs & lows...We just have to move past them.

Sending u love & understanding

[Quiettall]

Hi Stepho

Want to reach out and hug you....I feel for you....I have felt low today about some friends that I am struggling to come to terms with about how they behave...but I am not yet at tears.

Funny, your words to Lost One are so pertinent to me that I feel better already and keen to move on. Tomorrow is another day for us all. Hopefully the sun will come up for a new day and new beginnings

[monkey_magic]

Hi quiettal ,

Friends behaving badly ,unfortunately I know a lot about that topic .

Lov to u...

Lifes to freaking short for bad friends....I'm tossing some of mine out....

[The_lost_one]

Thanks so much for the reply im really new to all of this I just booked to see a doctor hopefully he will know what the next step is I have a problem in figuring out were my depression started from I remember I started getting depressed in 2012 at school and it just grew from there im pretty lost in what to do right now with my life thankyou for helping xx

[The_lost_one]

Thanks so much steph6s

It good to know I am not alone and that even strangers care, so far im not good at wrighting things down it often looks like im rambling I just really want someone to talk to but I dont like counsilors