hi Gibby, I have read your comment back to Gruffudd, and what you doing at the moment is powering through your debts, own a car and looking for a house which you hope your mates will join you, but with this success there is a thought that all of this is going to crumble once again, well we never know or in fact it could get even better for you, so you don't need to look on the down side, there is a chance that life will only get so much better, rather going the other way, however you may stumble along the way, we can never deny that this could be about to happen, nobody knows and you can never tell yourself until you begin to feel flat, but just put this down as having a relapse, because no matter how well you feel a relapse may happen.
It has happened to me several times, but up I get, knowing it will eventually get better for me, and it's having this knowledge that will see you through, so say to yourself 'OK I'm having a difficult time right now but I know it will get better', it's this positive thought you have in the back of your mind, that will pull you through once again.
You have to realise that no one can be on a high, meaning feeling happy, all the time, that's impossible because our mood is sensitive to what goes on around us and have to understand this, because who wants to be happy all the time, if we were then we wouldn't recognise what sadness and sorrow means, so there would be no meaning on how life exists. Geoff.
