What we are? A group that lost direction.
a direction of forward attitude for happy life.
it is so a deep doubt in our body and mental ,that we cannot easily realize it .
everyday，we talk and fight with ourselves. Never peaceful.
since we do not agree with ourself, we depreciate ourself. No value ,not necessary to forward , no right to have happiness.
Note all these above are not as simple as it looks like,that is why we are engaged with this task for years.
a task to reestablish the consistency of ourself, to find a way to live , a direction for happiness.
our mind struggle for this purpose, depression when inactive or anxiety when active. What a disaster!
but this the way undergoing, we have to summon up courage. With the help of other.
I don't see it is disease. but a work. A internal work to find the values and mechanism for the life and world, Not like others, they seems working more externally.
At last , it could turn out to be a miserable childhood, a big mental impact. Whatever , god assigned it to us.
because he think we are stronger than others to have such kind of sufferring to cherish the life, to understand the miracle of the world.
to let us develop a new and better of ourself.
It is not superior than others.
but a way to get along with others ,the world. Which we will enjoy with all our heart.
