BPD - childlike

[spunkyturtle]

I turn 35 this week and am so frustrated lately, I feel like a 12 year old. I live with my parents, Mum bosses me around and tells me what to do like a 12 year old then Dad takes over and does things for me like I'm a child. If I don't do the dishes pronto by a certain time, he takes over amongst other things. They went away for 12 days in August and I looked after my disabled brother, it was nice to have responsibility and if I didn't do something it just sat there until I did.

the house is being sold and dad mentioned paying out my debt, I'm just waiting to see what happens so I can decide my next move.

Anyone else feel like a big child? Any advice?!?!

[spunkyturtle]

Hey James

i was going to add one friend to Facebook but she left early and haven't seen her since. I should of made more effort.

I haven't seen my psychologist since March, group therapy has been going so good two days a week I didn't need the support but now it's the opposite and I'm thinking at least I know her and like her so there's no more problems trying to find someone I trust and connect with.

I hope it goes well for you tomorrow !!

Debs

[spunkyturtle]

Anyone still around? Just spent 3 weeks in hospital, this chronic feeling of emptiness is brutal. Starting with a new Psychologist Tuesday. Hope something good comes along soon, am so over it all.

[GuestYD]

Hi spunkyturtle

Great that you have the new psychologist. Good luck 🙂

i always find being home after a trip in hospital a bit hard to adjust and I'm usually really tired.

LC

[spunkyturtle]

Thanks LC

Will be glad when Christmas is over, I hate this time of year. Wish I could click my fingers and a husband appeared.