Hello Jazminaa. Thankyou for starting this discussion. Same here. Trying very much to remain positive, and have a lot to be grateful for too. I guess the okay feeling for me is mixed with other not so good ones. Maybe that's why after a few months I've been here I have returned out of desperation. I am lucky I have a good understanding of my reality, or I would fall to pieces. But have made a lot of improvement. But it is still so tough that I feel being here is maybe the only option as I have tried, meetings, counselors, psychologists, rehab, talking to people, hospitals, lifeline, talking to new people family and friends in person and on the phone, different types of employment, medication, and social media, church and Christian groups, basically I have tried everything under the sun to get better and fix up my life. I still feel things will be better if I keep on trying and do the right things. Hope that you are ok, and things get better God bless.
