Stuck in an endless loop

[A1]

I feel so empty inside and like an alien to everyone around me and it always gets me angry and upset just seeing people and groups of friends around me laughing and joking around wishing I could be like that but I can't even keep a damn friendship or relationship without some bs happening, I feel misunderstood, that everyone's out to get me and looks down on me, I feel so ignored and people at school just see me as some random, weird person. My self-esteem's been pretty high and I'm the fittest and strongest I've been my whole life but I'm doing horrible at school and i can't get myself to focus on studying, homework, etc and I always get low and depressed just thinking about schoolwork because it just reminds me of so much negative things and it's just all gonna come back around and I'm gonna mess up everything at school. And as for the dreams I have in life, I've hardly opened up on them because I feel that people are just gonna bring me down for it and they'll just end up getting crushed. I dunno what I'm doing at this point and don't know how I'll end up in the future

[Guest_128]

Hey, I feel or you.

have a few questions to try and help you.

Who can you talk to,don't think your friends are ok cause there laughing it a coping mechanism.

Whats the go at school? Teachers,councillors,support peers?

Whats happening with family?

Hope your alright,just chill, put some music on.

Send me a mes

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[Jessicatherese94]

Hi A1, it sounds like there's a lot going on for you right now. I would really recommend downloading the app "Booster Buddy" and also speaking to your GP about how you're feeling. Asking for help when you're struggling is one of the best things you can do. You will get through school and you have a future. I think it'd be a really good idea to talk to a trusted friend or family member about what's going on. Sending you love.