Hi Ringdabadong,
From past experience, I too was experiencing something very similar to you when i was in my senior year. Considering i never asked for help, it came to the point where i was unable to finish my schooling because i became extremely unwell. Even though there are some differences to what you are experiencing to my circumstance, i can honestly say that communication is key. Communication is extremely important!!
My advice to you would be to talk to someone. I applaud you though for writing this post and sharing your struggles with us, you are going in the right direction. When i was in your situation, the reason why I was reluctant to talk to someone/ seek help was mainly due to being judged or i was too embarrassed. Please don't make the same mistake i had done!
Even though i was fortunate enough for help to come to me, the more you leave it, the worse it could get. I highly suggest you seek some help, whether it would be a friend, family member, teacher, school counsellor.......anyone you feel comfortable talking to. Be honest and express your concerns and see where you go from there. In most cases, when you feel that your tackling an issue by yourself, it could cause alot more stress and exhaustion. You aren't alone and there's alot of help out there. Keep strong and you will get there 🙂
