Hi Charter,
I can relate to many of your feelings and most situations. What I cant relate to is Uni results and loosing my licence, though I didn't get my licence until I was about 24, so I do know what its like not to have one during important times..
Not having friends your own age, isn't the worst thing although I understand it can leave you feeling a bit out of touch. Most of my life I have made better friends and longer standing ones who are older than me, at work I am closer to the people in their 40's 50's than I am to those in their 20's and this is an example of my whole life. Its not a bad thing if you are more advanced and mature for your age than the majority.
Cant talk to girls? Start with the ones who talk to you, don't say you 'can't' your putting a limit on yourself when you do that. You may even be someone who blurts out everything that comes to mind through text or chat, where proximity is a barrier for you. Try mixing up the communications.
Unfortunately things get stolen all the time, although for you these two objects at the moment were probably your link to 'life' so to say.. That would be devastating... But all you can do is work towards replacing these things and protecting them like they ARE your life, easier said than done yes but it is a necessity for you right now.
As for the work/job I can totally relate to that too I am miserable in my workplace and getting closer and closer to moving on. Im assuming your studies will be opening up new avenues for you, If not you may want to consider different courses? Everybody should follow their passions but the harsh reality of life is that we must already be secure or have a back up plan in order to follow our passions.
Im not sure of your relationship or background with your parents, but just like girls, I advise you try to take control of the situation, don't let it control you. Go to them, tell them how you feel and tell them you need them in your life. Majority of parents don't realise how important to their children they are because we don't fully express it to them.
Im not going to allow you to say your depressed yet, which is actually brilliant, I would say your reaching a turning point in your life (Midlife crisis so to say), seeing what people are really like and trying to find what you really want, this, as hard as it feels now, is extremely important for your own future health, unfortunately it takes being beaten down to realise how high you can go.
NT
