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LIFE GETS TOO MUCH. REGULARLY
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Hello Avocadooo,
Welcome to the forums. I'm really glad you've felt able to reach out. I'm sorry to hear that things have been feeling so difficult. It sounds like you have got a lot going on and a lot on your mind.
You have put of lot of care, energy and time into looking after family members and it has understandably taken a significant physical and emotional toll. I would definitely get overwhelmed as well if I was in that situation, especially caring for your mother at such a young age, and not really feeling that you had any support. I think it is fair to say most people would find that very draining. Not to mention the grief of losing her.
You have got a lot on your shoulders! Is your boyfriend supportive? Do you feel able to talk to him about how overwhelmed you are feeling? Is there anyone else who you feel able to talk to about everything that is going on? Trying to fit everything in is difficult - and it is so important that you find that time for yourself to just chill out and relax, we all need it. Is there anything that you feel might help to change and improve things?
Take care.
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Hey Avocadooo, welcome.
I'm sorry to hear about your Mum, Grandma and the other things you mentioned. You're a good person looking after them. I'm sorry you have a lot on your shoulders, do you see a professional if you don't mind me asking? You would have to see a GP and/or Psychiatrist to get a diagnosis of a mental illness. We're here for you though.
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In short yes I do get support from my boyfriend. He is absolutely amazing with support. But I still feel like he doesn't fully understand as his family situation is different (as is everyone's)
But I thank him all the time for helping me where he can. He even tells me he doesn't know exactly how I feel because he doesn't have this sort off life with his parents/grandparents. Even his mother, extremely supportive & helpful with everything. It just still all gets too much sometimes.. I've recently told work that I can't work as often as I need time to focus on getting my life together & when I say that I just feel like a burdon to work now.. work has lost its spark that it had 4 months ago.. I only do it for the money now not for the enjoyment as much..
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I'm glad to hear you get some support from your boyfriend - it sounds like he is a real strength/positive in your life. Do you know what causes the guilt you feel around setting boundaries? I know it is easier said than done, but you do not need to feel bad for looking after yourself and enforcing those boundaries - you have not done anything wrong, you do not need to feel guilt around this. It sounds like cutting down on work is the right thing to do, especially if you are drained and really not enjoying it. It is great to look out for others and to be caring, but you cannot pour from an empty cup - you need to put yourself first sometimes and make sure that you are looking after yourself in order to help other people. I'm sorry to hear that your boss makes you feel guilty for not doing everything that they want... Does your boss know that you are a carer for your grandma? Is there anything that you are doing for yourself at the moment, things that you enjoy or help you to take and break from everything and relax?
Take care.
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My mother, her daughter, passed away while I was caring for her, I don't speak to my brother bevause his girlfriend won't let us talk & I have nothing to do with my father because he's an alcoholic who has never been involved in my life.
I will never hate my grandmother, because it's my grandmother & she has been through so much & loves me so very much but I just really dislike her as a human, as a person & the way she thinks..
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Hey Avocadooo,
I'm really sorry you're feeling like this. It sounds like you do a lot of work for your grandmother, it is understandable that you are frustrated when she doesn't seem to appreciate all the other competing things you have to manage. And her dismissing your previous trauma as things you should just get over is pretty undermining and frustrating. While I don't know details, I cannot imagine how painful it must be to have little/no contact with immediate family, for whatever reason. I'm really sorry about what has happened for things to unfold as they have.
You are very articulate in how you write, do you find it helpful to get what you are thinking and feeling out into words in writing?
Please reach out at any time. I'm here to listen. I hope you can get some down time & time to yourself this weekend. Take care.