Hi MizzT, welcome to the forums.
Inclination towards motherhood is a natural instinct. So I understand it must be difficult for you if your sisters in law are satisfying that need while yours remains unfulfilled.
Do you mind telling us what the problem is ? Do you find it difficult to conceive or is your partner not ready to be a father ? Is fear of commitment an issue for him ? Sorry about the questions but knowing a little more about the situation would help us point you in the right direction and offer adequate support.
It sounds like your thoughts have become a bit too obsessive for comfort. For both of you. Have you thought of counseling to help you manage this difficult situation ? Would your partner agree to a joint session ? An in depth talk with a neutral professional can make a bit difference. It also avoids emotional outbursts that easily end 1 on 1 conversations into confrontation.
This is obviously causing you both a lot of distress. Well done for finding the courage to reach out for help, a wise and brave decision.
Good to have you on board.
