dear Rachel, welcome to the site, and I appreciate your predicament that you are facing.
When we make a decision to travel overseas, or in fact something that we decide that we may feel like doing in advance, and here I'm talking about if you are suffering from depression, then as it seems to be a few months away, it doesn't really appear to be a problem, however as the time creeps forward we begin to have our doubts that are we really sure that we want to go away, so we get cold feet, and question if we really want to go.
The reason is that you have depression and social anxiety and then worry because you don't know anybody or what is involved in this camp, sure there will be details about the activities, but that doesn't actually put you there.
So the big question is are you able to hop on the plane and then travel that far by yourself and land in a completely new territory, and then be escorted to your camp by yourself.
I am taking it that you will meet people along the way, who may or may not be going on the camp.
I am not trying to persuade or dissuade you either way, but with me I have been planning a trip overseas, had it all organised but pulled out at the last moment because I was going by myself.
We would be keen to know how you feel. Geoff. x
