I'm just a dog

[Omni_Legate]

Vigorous, Resourceful, Meek, terrible person who tricks people out of there own way, i feel everyone is stupid because i edict their lives and they feel so demoralized...

So what now?

[pipsy]

Hi Omni Legate. Why do you feel as though you're everybody's worst nightmare? According to you, you have tricked many people all your life? Is it a fight for survival, you feel you have to win or there's no point? I'm pleased you found the courage to reach out and ask for help. That's the first step towards healing. If you want judgement, you've come to the wrong place. Here at BB, there is no judgment, just caring, supportive people who can help if you are willing to let us. Depression really clouds thinking and often makes you feel no-one cares. Fighting for survival often starts as a child if you are part of a family where you feel invisible. You can be one child, or one of many, (many being 2, 3, 4). If you are an only child, it could be you felt forgotten because adults get caught up in their world and children need that nurture. If you had siblings, the need to 'stand out' becomes almost obsessional. Either way the urge to survive means putting everyone down so you are noticed. Have you asked for help from a Dr? Perhaps a Dr could put you in touch with a therapist who could help you 'meet you'.

Lynda

[white knight]

Hi O.L, welcome

So, what can I help you with?

Much more info please

Tony WK

[Omni_Legate]

You or lynda can't help me, dont worry forget i said anything.

[Kazzl]

Hi Omni Legate - I'm intrigued by your name. What does it mean? Does it have a meaning somewhere else, like maybe the gaming world? (I'm old so please forgive me if I've got that wrong). 😄

I hope you'll come back again. You can think I'm stupid if you want, I don't mind. I like vigorous, resourceful and meek people, and I doubt you're terrible. Why would you think that?

Hope to chat to you.

Cheers

Kaz

[Croix]

Welcome Omni Legate - or should I say Ave?

By reading your post I'd guess:~

A Legate was a powerful personage of antiquity, and by tacking Omni on front I suppose you mean Legate over/to all.

Using a Black Rose of Halfeti as an avatar indicates to me - provided you know the significance- a dichotomy as it is a symbol of mystery, hope and passion, and also death and bad news - also it is an endangered species

Similarly your self-description reminds me of a trickser in mythology, again a dichotomy:

'Operating outside the framework of right and wrong, tricksters do not recognize the rules of society. Their characters and actions are far from simple, however. Often childish, greedy, lustful, and even nasty, tricksters can also be friendly, helpful, clever, and wise'

From your dismissive comments to White Knight and Lynda you imply you expect intelligent help - as does the fact you post here (you are casting away gold there but do not realize it)

Well ok (not being demoralized in the least - you'll have to keep working on that I'm afraid), I've reached the end of guessing games - no more - and would genuinely like to offer you whatever help you might need in a friendly and understanding manner.

Please tell us plainly about your circumstances and needs

À bientôt

Croix