This is my first time doing this, and I’m very unsure of how to approach.
Im 20 years old and lately I haven’t really felt like myself. I have my good days and my bad. Today wasn’t so great but better than some of my worst. Basically, I’ve been feeling disconnected and alone even though I’ve got all I would want. I’m overthinking worst case scenarios to the point where I feel down.
I’m in a fairly new relationship at the moment with my boyfriend of almost 6 months. However, I’m kind of living between home and his place during the week and weekends, I kind of feel like I don’t have a home atm. Feeling like I have to choose between the two. My father refused to meet my boyfriend and I guess this is eating me up because I really want him to. In simple terms we have been through a bit of a rough patch my father and I.
I feel like I have no friends because I don’t see Them much anymore. I feel like they know what they are doing with their lives and getting it done whereas I’m taking forever and struggling.... helpless even. I sit here wishing I would be like I used to be, I feel like a changed person and I don’t know why. It’s scary and i’m Confused.
