2017 is the year i take a stand against my problems

[Username_Blank]

So i got alot to cover and i want to try to cover everything as quickly and in as short of paragraphs as possible. Ok so to be honest most of my problems started while i was in school and the depressing thing is i let it all happen AND i let it follow me through my life(that's something i never should have done) but anyways, i realise now that the past is in the past and logically it makes no sense to let my past problems affect me, but because they do i have decided that 2017 is the year i stand by my Pride(long story short, my Pride will never, ever accept defeat even if i have definately been defeated and there is nothing left to fight for) I said to myself "I will research and arm myself with the knowledge i need to get myself back into a Emotional AND Mentally strong state", now i have researched at length on my mental issues and how to deal with them(i admit i am armed with some great information to fight with, i still need more information, the more information, the better)however i dont have enough information to deal with my emotional state, to summarise my emotional state, i cannot feel most, if not all positive emotions and this is something i really need information to "rebuild" some of the emotions that have "died" to name a select few are love, loyalty(is loyalty a feeling or trait?), Happiness and Joy(to name a few) so i would really like some links to sites that can help me to bring myself into an emotionally strong state. oh and i also seem to have the mentality to want to get everything i want and need well and truly before i die, otherwise i will feel bad because i have not accomplished a life goal(ok to be realistic, i never will get everything i want and need, even if i was working 24/7 with the highest paying job, realisticly i definately will die before i accomplish the goal)

[blondguy]

Hey Username:Blank

Welcome to the forums. You are a strong person by posting and good on you!

I understand and remember what it was like to be in the place you are. It is confusing and frustrating.

If I can ask you....what information are you after as we are a very safe and non judgemental forum that wont preach or judge you in any way. There are many kind people here like yourself that have the same inner turmoil you seem to be going through

I understand as I went through the same state of mind as you have...I do hear you

There is no race here....finding some peace of mind does take some time....

I dont know if you are using Google to self heal. If you are..thats fine but there will be no 'quick fix' and possibly even more confusion about what you are going through.

We can however listen really well and do our best to help you 'rebuild' the foundations that can give you the strength to heal and live your life.

We arent GP's but we have a ton of life experience that may just help you out of the quicksand you are in right now

Do you have any symptoms or bad feelings you are going through? It may help us help you more effectively 🙂

you are not alone here

Paul