Hi Bona1. I have also been involved in a workers comp issue and I am sorry that you are going through a system that is complicated and at times uncaring. Do not feel guilty in anyway. Easy for me to say, I know. You are a strong independent person and no matter what has happened now or in the past can rear its ugly head at any time, to anyone. The Traumas that you have experienced are not something that can be forgotten and in no way are you to blame or guilty for. You can not be held accountable for someone else's actions. Please talk to your doctor about how you are feeling if you haven't already as you could be suffering from post traumatic stress. You will make it to the other side and be the winner.
