Hello JulesN, thanks for coming to the forums.
Whether your behaviour started in your profession or whether it began in your personal life is yet to be determined or they could be intertwined which could make it confusing to understand.
This can make it difficult to know where you should start, but we can try and offer all the support you need.
Have you thought about going back onto a medication once again or were there concerns with taking it.
We'd be interested in hearing back from you and let us know a little more about your circumstances.
Take care.
Geoff.
