Hello.
Im here. Im so glad. Im a 22 year old woman. Like so many on here I too had it rather tough, and some moments still, are super tough too. But, I read a reply this morning, on another thread, and it made me feel so good. The person had replied to another member on here, and simply said that they are offering other options from all the anger and sadness. I really like that, and thought that I would join this community as well. Because even though what I went through, many nights of torture. I could never forget. Its in there, but I have learnt to just keep on challenging those thoughts. I feel like I was born into misery. I had to run away to find my freedom. I got out, and I havent looked back. Ive lived on the streets. Ive worked on the streets too. I read and write a lot now. You cant stop me from learning. Theres so many good people here. Im free of all 'outside' addictions. Thats why I am here because I am loving this new learning spirit that I feel inside me.
I am a FeyChild because I love all that fairy stuff. My doctor says its a good distraction. But Im not obsessed with it or anything like that. It comes from one of my favourite childhood memories being the Blue Fairy coming to my school and singing for us. It was one of the happiest times, of my childhood. Before all the rest started. My other happiest moment is running away from home.
Im LovelyLicious because thats my naughty side. I have that too. Not too naughty, I promise. Im just a flirt. Im cool with that. Flirted with danger all my life. Im not so cool with that, but Im learning to smell the roses too.
I would just like to encourage us all today. I would like to send everyone here, great big fairy kisses and hugs, with fairy dust on top.
I know that my life is better now Ive let go of so much. Took me as long as it took me. But, I never gave up. And now, Im so much happier. Really though. I dont get online to share my grief. Im sorry. But thats for me and the doctor to talk about. I wanna be here to care for others. Because I had someone take me in too. They cared for me. They taught me well. Theyve passed on. Its my turn to care for others.
Thank you so much for giving us all this space to care and support each other online.
I love you.
FeyChild LovelyLicious!
XOX
