Hello guys.
Not sure where to start life is not easy, I try to find the light everyday but then im back to square one.
I cry for our mother (earth) daily. Watching our species destroy our planet breaks my heart and soul. I feel so overwhelmed and out of control of my life and the planets future. Does anyone know much about environmental depression?
I have low self worth, i have always been mainly judged on my appearances as if thats all i am. I have gotten so caught up as my identity as being "pretty" I have nothing else to show for myself and has led to the utter most self loath and shame.
My father walked out the door when i was born, didnt want anything to do with me, 25 years later i still havent met him and we live in the same city. I know this has also had a massive impact in my self worth/love.
I feel just writing this is selfish and i should just suck it up because my problems arnt as important as others.
Thanks for listening
