Im lost

[Corella]

Hey

I dont really know where to begin. Ive gone over everything in my head. Im lonely. Im 40 and single and never had a proper relationship. Ive been a good person. Ive been nice to people. Ive ended up alone no friends. Im tired. Ive struggled with depression, anxiety, ocd and being a good person. Wheres my return for all my struggles, wheres my love, children and happiness. Im 40...im depressed and don know how this can improve.

[Corella]

Hi how is everyone. Im ok, i have been going to the gym slowly... think its helped. it gives me something to do. I think small steps is better than nothing. Tomorrow is valentines day. I look forward on seeing the awkward ppl on the train carrying flowers..lol. Sending warm regards to all you ppl. Feeling lonely how r u doin ?

[Feeling_Lonely]

Hi Corella,

Awesome work on the gym! I’m paying for classes I’m not going to but plan on going back at some point. Or so I keep telling myself 😕

I had been really good for about a week, but the last few days I’ve felt really low again. It’s overwhelming those feelings of loneliness and causes me some social anxiety. I am feeling okay today I guess. I feel like I take a step forward then two steps backwards and I get frustrated with myself. I guess this is my new normal now so I better find a way to cope with it.

How have you been?

[Corella]

Hi ! Very nice to hear from you Feeling Lonely 🙂 I hope that you are feeling much better. Just take time out and rest when you need to. I find that helps me. i feel frustrated too.

I am good.... Im still single. lately I hear so many problems around...so then i think well things could be worse. One thing I am trying is to change my thinking - at least to have 1 good thought a day. And grateful for one thing a day.