HI ALL NEW HERE HI

[eager_to_change_and_want_]

Im here because I need help. Im tired of feeling down never happy, really despressed ...anxious on meds for depression and nothing works.....

My parents don't talk to me , my older sister doesn't my twin I choose not to as she goes back when my parents treat like they have treated me and she talks to me about and I don't want to hear cause of how I feeling depressed and anxious of how thy treated me....so I sau no don't wan it and she told me off...My friend from work of 12 years doesn't talk to me either ..there was change in the workplace and I moved from my area into her area and she my ex friend didn't talk to me for 3 weeks..I said r u ok is there anything wrong and she said it was bout me.....I didn't make it about me ...I heard she wasn't well and asked her how she was doing and she said its not about me ..I cried and I said I cant be a friend with someone who treats me like that like my mum did and I thought she was the mother I never had .

[Just Sara]

Hi there Eager and welcome to our caring community;

You're obviously in a world of sadness over these relationships of yours. I'm so sorry things have turned out the way they have.

Depression can be absolutely horrible. I'm hoping your med's are helping to diffuse symptoms. If they aren't, please talk with your GP or psych about trying new ones. Once your mind's more settled, coping with these situations may change for the better.

Learning to 'manage' MH issues is what we here on the forum promote; it's like any illness, it takes time and small steps for healing to progress.

How would you feel about telling me something about yourself? Things you like, your age or what your goals are in life. It'd be nice to get to know you better.

So take care of yourself with gentleness until we talk again.

Kind thoughts;

Sez

[geoff]

Hi there Eager, can I also welcome you to the forums.

It's awful that you aren't feeling happy and that depression seems to be controlling you, it's always sad to hear someone like you who is suffering so much.

There is so much to your comment and I do hope that you can come back to us as Sez has suggested so that we can help you out. Sincerely Geoff.