Hello Rollingstone, welcome to the forums and we know it's not easy to tell people you don't know, as well as, those you do, how you are feeling, but this site is where all of us have had to struggle with our own type of depression, whatever that may be, and finally been brave enough to begin to talk with others who know from their own experience some suggestions that can be offered which may be able to help you in some way or another.
Just take your time and start slowly if that suits you, all we want to do is listen to what you want to say, then we can try our best to help you.
Best wishes.
Geoff.
