Hi I’m new and have been reading people’s posts and seem to relate to lots of you, lately I feel so sad and tired every thing is an effort, I feel angry all the time, I can’t sleep and when I finally do fall asleep I do not want to get up in the morning. I never express the way I’m feeling to anyone, I put on a act whenever any one asks what’s wrong, it’s obvious I’m sad because my family can see it but I just say I have a headache or something, I do everything for every one but nothing for me. I’m going to be a Grandma soon and am excited, my husband works very hard so I don’t want to burden him with the way I feel, I feel empty and sad all the time, I don’t have anyone to talk to, all I do is clean my house, which has become such an effort, I have put on so much weight and feel terrible and ugly. Most days I don’t want to get out of bed but I am forced because I have 3 dogs who are waiting for me every morning, one of them sleeps inside and needs to be let out for a wee. There have been days when I go shopping and strangers who work in the supermarket will ask me if I’m ok, so I think my sadness is written all over my face, I just want to feel happy and laugh again
