Too broken to be fixed

[Midnightvixen86]

I'm at the edge and I'm looking down struggling to find a reason not to just let go. I know my thoughts are irrational I know that it's not what it seems. But why can't I stop inching closer to the edge. I side my head is chaos screaming voices over the top of one other and I just want them to stop. I have reached out for help but it doesn't seem to be working or I'm not being heard . I just really need some one to hear me right now see through my mask my smile and see me. Is this asking too much? Am I just to broken to be whole again?

[Guest_4643]

Hi Midnightvixen86, welcome.

I'm sorry you're feeling this way, are you safe? Please know that you're loved and cared for.

[Sophie_M]

Hi  Midnightvixen86, thanks for joining the Beyond Blue forums tonight. 

We're so sorry to hear how low you're feeling at the moment but acknowledge the strength you have shown in seeking support here in our community. Please know we are here to listen and want to know what's been happening for you. Could you tell us more about yourself and your situation? When did you begin to feel this way? Our Support Service is trying to reach out to you via email as we are worried about you.

We hope you know that there is always help available to you, whether it's from our professional mental health counsellors Beyond Blue (available 24/7/365 on 1300 22 4636) or our friends at Lifeline (13 11 14) or the Suicide Call Back Service (1300 659 467). Please check in and let us know how you are whenever you feel up to it.
 

[jumpyjellyfish-]

Hey Midnightvixen86,

I'm sorry your struggling with reaching out for help and getting heard. We're here for you, to listen and support you like you deserve. You are cared about I promise xx

It sounds like you're in a really hard place but I just wanted to let you know you aren't alone. You might feel broken inside but I promise you that you are so strong, moreso than you might know and that you will find a way out of the dark, and we're here to offer you comfort and support whenever you need to check in

Take care xx