To live is to die

[PureLove]

Hello,

I am being sexually, physically and emotionally abused by the government of NSW and government of Australia, because of money. This has been ongoing all my life as I am related to many big names that are stars over in the USA and royal family members in England; who are Dr Dre, Lady Gaga and Justin Timberlake and who are; the English royal family Prince Henry and William as well as her majesty the Queen of England. They the government have opened bank accounts in my name since I was a young 1 month old baby and made promises to as they have said “Give me the money and I’ll give it to her”. They had never actually given me any money they stole away all the money for themselves and pooled the money into a giant coffer to support the Government of NSW and Australia. I am going through an exceptionally longer and tiresome court case with the world court at the moment and the government of NSW arguing over my remuneration and I no longer wish to live. They have abused me so very much and my life is now at a standstill whereby I wish to end my life. I can never imagine doing all the things they have done to another person and I no longer feel like my life is worth something nor do I feel valued by society as a whole. Nobody does anything to help me. Please help me. If some official is by chance reading this I need help.

[Sophie_M]

Hey PureLove,

Welcome to the Beyond Blue forums, 

Thank you for reaching out tonight and we're sorry to hear of the hardships you've been through. We can hear that you're in a really low place at the moment and we would really like to support you through this. Our Support Service is trying to contact you privately. 

In addition to this, there are always counsellors available via phone for your most difficult moments. Some of these 24/7 services include Lifeline on 13 11 14 or via webchat which you can access through the link provided: https://www.lifeline.org.au/Get-Help/Online-Services/crisis-chat ( The online chat is available 7pm-12am). 

The Suicide Call Back Service is also available on 1300 659 467 or via webchat through there website: https://www.suicidecallbackservice.org.au/phone-and-online-counselling/suicide-call-back-service-onl...

We hope that you keep checking in to let us know how you're going, whenever you feel up to it.

[Petal22]

Hi PureLove,

Wellcome to our forums!

Im so sorry to hear all of this has happened to you, I understand how difficult it would be for you.

Please know you are valued as a person and you mean a lot not only to this world but to your self.

Please stay, please keep fighting the fight you are worth it!

What has happened to you doesn’t define you as a person… you are still you inside and you can learn to rise above what has happened.

“ A few bad chapters does not mean your story over”

Please stay and make the next chapters ones to remember because they are going to be great……. The best is yet to come……..

Never give up hope things can change over night, problems can dissolve in the light of a new days sun.

Can I ask if you have spoken to a health professional about the way you are feeling?

Im here to chat to you anytime

[Summer Rose]

Hi PureLove

Welcome to the beyond blue forum and thank you for reaching out for support.

I found your story to be heartbreaking. I am so sorry that you are in such a difficult situation.

Unfortunately I don’t have a solution but I do want you to know that I care and that you are not alone.

I would also like to encourage you to engage with the beyond blue support team when they contact you. I am confident that you will find them to be caring, professional and helpful.

Kind thoughts to you