It's getting too hard

Rira
Community Member

School has been very hard lately and it feels like I can't do anything right. My friends have all abandoned me so I'm o my own. I live in a brand new town so I barely know the school. I stick my head into my online friends and they help me pull through but I don't know how much longer I can take. The only reason I'm living is because in a few weeks I'm getting new pets and my online friends. It's all I have left. But I've started having the scary thoughts of killing myself and harming. I am just so lost..

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Sophie_M
Moderator
Moderator

Hey Rira,
 
A huge welcome to the Forums. Thank you for sharing with us here. We’re really glad you could come and share this here, it’s not an easy thing to do and we really admire you doing so. 

What you are facing right now - being in a new town, and a new school - can be incredibly stressful. It can really shake our sense of stability and leave us feeling pretty lost. 
 
We’re reaching out to you privately via email to check you’re okay. In the meantime, we’d really encourage you to give us a call on the Beyond Blue Support Service on 1300 22 4636 to talk things through with the lovely counsellors there. A few more options are Kids Helpline on 1800 55 1800, Lifeline on 13 11 44, and Headspace on 1800 650 890. All of these options are also available through webchat, if you'd prefer:  

We hope you’ll hear from this lovely community soon. Maybe you could help them along by letting us know what kind of support you have at the moment, and if anyone around you is helpful or understanding with how you’re feeling? You deserve to have support as you navigate through this. 

Thank you again for sharing. We're always here for you ❤️ 
 
Kind regards,  
Sophie M 

smallwolf
Community Champion
Community Champion

Hi Rira, It's been a little while since you started this post. I hope you are well and things have improved for you. 

 

Listening if you want to chat.