I Want To Die

[Guest_3854]

My mind is so diseased and I am in so much pain that I pray for death . God doesn't seem to exist however. Or care. I am not sure which is worse. There is not a single human being I can speak to about it. People have their own problems and don't want to listen to me. What could they do about it anyway??? I should kill myself but I want some painless quick way to do it.

[Sophie_M]

Hi and welcome,

We are so glad that you have reached out here tonight for the first time. It can be hard to write down what you're feeling, so thank you for having the bravery to do so. It sounds like you are in a dark place at the moment and we are sorry to hear that you are in so much pain. We are concerned about your wellbeing, so we are reaching out to you privately to offer some support.

Can we ask if you are currently accessing any mental health support for the pain you are in, and the thoughts of death? If you would like some help finding mental health support, we would recommend that you get in contact with the Beyond Blue Support Service. They are available 24/7 by phone on 1300 22 4636 or on Webchat 3pm-12am AEST on our website: www.beyondblue.org.au/getsupport  One of our friendly counsellors will be able to talk through these feelings with you and can offer support, advice and referrals.

You might also be interested in our page, "Feeling suicidal". However, if at any point you feel unable to keep yourself from acting on thoughts of suicide, this is an emergency and you need to contact 000 (triple zero). 

Thanks again for reaching out here. The forums are not an immediate source of support, but hopefully a few of our members will be by to welcome you over the next few days. 

[james1]

Hello Guest_3854,

Welcome, it is nice to meet you here.

I am really sad to hear about all the pain you are in, and I'd love to talk to you about how you feel. I do not know what I can do to help fix the situation for you, but I hope that I can offer you some support and a person to talk to, when it feels like nobody wants to listen.

Please do let me know how you are going, when you feel up to it.

James

[Matchy69]

Hi Guest_3854 I feel your pain and have been there my self.You do matter and I am listening and do care and so are many others on here.We are here for you.If you would like to tell more we are listening.

Take care,

Mark.